18 July 2013

"suffering, silently, killing myself, softly. slowly. surely." - GT Morris

Plus, what is this UTTER RUBBISH that No one can visit me except for my parents?! Whhhatt thhhee???!

These Unnecessary doctors make STUPID decisions to keep visitors from me.
If someone is in the goddamn gulags, plus the nurses bullying you, you should have ZILLIONS of visitors to comfort you, bring you food, and give you strength. All these I have lost and did not get when I was in the C Class ward in IMH, suffering, silently, killing myself, softly. slowly. surely.

Look, my parents doesn't even want to visit me, but my friends are more willing to do so! Because when I was a teenager... Teenagers understand teenagers. Plus, if your parents really want to torture or 'punish' you for what you have done on them, they can leave you to rags.

My parents never visited me every month. My heart broke. My heart to smittereens. My heart... The feeling when you got your results and it's an F? The feeling when your child files a PPO against you? That feeling and worst.

These all shows we are weaklings and we need a Saviour - Jesus Christ. I need Him to mend my hurts, my brokenness, and I enjoy my time with my parents. But to those stuck in IMH, I send my deepest condolences....

"suffering, silently, killing myself, softly. slowly. surely." - Genevieve Tan Wei Min.

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