Conclusion

Thought of the day:
Maybe I wasn't mentally ill in the first place. Why do I have to go through all these publishing and posting?
If people knows that I am associated with IMH, they would think I am mentally ill. That my mental state is .. ill.
That is the worst state I would ever want people to know.
The mental illness that people is talking about is just lack of education, which can be solved with guidance, love, and wisdom.
It's not being loud.
The fool despises his father and brings shame. Wisdom calls out on the streets, but those fools call out loud.
Maybe I am borne into this family with this father, I am the product.
I can choose to be the good Christian like I'm supposed to. But I caused this upon myself. Remember that I do not earn my salvation. Man's folly is great. But my salvation is based on what Jesus has done.
But I still choose to suicide. Father, I'll see you in paradise.








I'm doing these for validation. I should go and convince the doctor that I'm sound.

These are just my rebellion, man's own ways, and being like a sheep, without a shepherd.

Gotta find my way.



{think out loud}


A day after trying to get through to the law enforcer.


- Revelation -