i dont want to bother you unnecessarily but my father says if i dont eat medicine, he will kick me out of the house.
I feel like i want to commit suicide so i can escape all these and go to heaven.
He hurts me when he does this. Force me to eat medicine.
He has cut down the medicine dosage to be one quarter, he asks me to eat only one quarter BUT i feel stomach pain after immediately i ate it.
I dont want to be FORCED to eat medicine. I want to experience anything myself!
Im just crying now. Because on one hand i dont want to die, but on the other hand it's a torture to live. Help!
I feel like some psycho that is forced to eat drugs.
I feel like i just want to go and shoot myself in the head to end it all.
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