I wonder, even after I have spoken so much about it, is the situation in IMH still the same?
I had just visit one of the C Class wards in IMH from a tour by the Youth Mental Health Ambassadors Singapore and I see patients just lazing around.
Seriously, if I laze around for 1 hour, it is killing my life. Wonder why these patients look so dazed-eye when I see them.
No, I am not against any particular people in the management.
It is because I see so much hopelessness in IMH, AND, I am going to stay there in the future that I feel it's a dead end. It is so bottomless, so pitless, so wide the destruction to our brains that I can't find a way out!
I want to put hope into people's heart.
What do I mean by I will stay in IMH again? Life is unpredictable, more so for the admitting doctors who work in the Emergency Department of IMH. Janine Kok, and numerous doctors who have been admitting me into the hell-hole without blinking an eye.
It's okay to be in the hospital if you are sick. But the treatment there makes you sicker.
I appeal to IMH to stop it's abuse or it's gonna take lives.
We are alive in IMH, but in our hearts, we have died a thousand times.
Think about the times we can go out, go to SCAPE*, go to the Underwater Aquarium at Sentosa, go to CHURCH, go eat dinner with your friends, eat KFC, disturb people for fun, but all these time, I stayed in IMH doing nothing? Locked up in a prison cell, with nurses that doesn't have a kind heart, can't read newspapers in the ward? Can't eat my favourite food? Forced to be injected and downed with medicines. The medicine are endless. If we are not given a chance to live a normal life, how can you say we can never be healed? You have your crazy moments too, and it takes wisdom, discipline and love to learn how to behave yourself! And that only comes by life experience.
Let me clarify what is 'disturbing people for fun'? I'm sure you do it, it just refers to having fun with your friends, being chummy with your parents, having a carefree attitude to life.
Life, as we want it, is a beautiful rollercoaster ride, if you say we are too mad, this is human. This is the variety of people we have in the world. And you are mad yourself to cordon off the unique, mad people of the world. No doubt there are those who harm people outside, but after staying in IMH C Class ward for 6 months, instead of getting better, we get ideas on how to end our lives.
Those murderers, those disobeying their parents are condemned and dumped in IMH and nobody visits them. Because we think they cannot be given a chance? Because we think they are too extreme right?
But, as someone who has been put in IMH, I didn't get better after I stayed there, in fact I felt so trapped and so abused that I feel like committing suicide. Yes, to that extend.
I never entertained suicide in my whole life. But after my constant, inescapable throw-ins into IMH, I felt more like a shell living for nothing than an lively bubbly youth that I am.
Nurses bully you, you get injected mercilessly, everyday you get the risk of getting tied, some nurses just doesn't like you, everyday you do nothing, must I repeat myself?
I have stayed in IMH for 6 months. And my uncle wants me to stay there for 1 year. Uncle Rudi Tan Seng Kok - ruditansengkokgen.blogspot.com .
Life experience has taught me to live life out loud, to live life to the fullest. And I am doing all those in IMH a favor because I believe there is hope in the Lord. People can be healed by Jesus.
Having stayed in IMH for 6 months, I missed out alot in life. And I don't want my future generation to experience the same thing as me. We are not suffering for Christ, we are suffering for injustice while we are inside.
Counsel the people, show compassion, teach them, love them. Not kill them. This is Singapore. You should know better.
Additionally, we have the CHAT hub who is bringing more YOUTHS to IMH. If you would like to bring troubled youths into IMH, you better fix it.
Regards and love,
A lover of IMH.
I had just visit one of the C Class wards in IMH from a tour by the Youth Mental Health Ambassadors Singapore and I see patients just lazing around.
Seriously, if I laze around for 1 hour, it is killing my life. Wonder why these patients look so dazed-eye when I see them.
No, I am not against any particular people in the management.
It is because I see so much hopelessness in IMH, AND, I am going to stay there in the future that I feel it's a dead end. It is so bottomless, so pitless, so wide the destruction to our brains that I can't find a way out!
I want to put hope into people's heart.
What do I mean by I will stay in IMH again? Life is unpredictable, more so for the admitting doctors who work in the Emergency Department of IMH. Janine Kok, and numerous doctors who have been admitting me into the hell-hole without blinking an eye.
It's okay to be in the hospital if you are sick. But the treatment there makes you sicker.
I appeal to IMH to stop it's abuse or it's gonna take lives.
We are alive in IMH, but in our hearts, we have died a thousand times.
Think about the times we can go out, go to SCAPE*, go to the Underwater Aquarium at Sentosa, go to CHURCH, go eat dinner with your friends, eat KFC, disturb people for fun, but all these time, I stayed in IMH doing nothing? Locked up in a prison cell, with nurses that doesn't have a kind heart, can't read newspapers in the ward? Can't eat my favourite food? Forced to be injected and downed with medicines. The medicine are endless. If we are not given a chance to live a normal life, how can you say we can never be healed? You have your crazy moments too, and it takes wisdom, discipline and love to learn how to behave yourself! And that only comes by life experience.
Let me clarify what is 'disturbing people for fun'? I'm sure you do it, it just refers to having fun with your friends, being chummy with your parents, having a carefree attitude to life.
Life, as we want it, is a beautiful rollercoaster ride, if you say we are too mad, this is human. This is the variety of people we have in the world. And you are mad yourself to cordon off the unique, mad people of the world. No doubt there are those who harm people outside, but after staying in IMH C Class ward for 6 months, instead of getting better, we get ideas on how to end our lives.
Those murderers, those disobeying their parents are condemned and dumped in IMH and nobody visits them. Because we think they cannot be given a chance? Because we think they are too extreme right?
But, as someone who has been put in IMH, I didn't get better after I stayed there, in fact I felt so trapped and so abused that I feel like committing suicide. Yes, to that extend.
I never entertained suicide in my whole life. But after my constant, inescapable throw-ins into IMH, I felt more like a shell living for nothing than an lively bubbly youth that I am.
Nurses bully you, you get injected mercilessly, everyday you get the risk of getting tied, some nurses just doesn't like you, everyday you do nothing, must I repeat myself?
I have stayed in IMH for 6 months. And my uncle wants me to stay there for 1 year. Uncle Rudi Tan Seng Kok - ruditansengkokgen.blogspot.com .
Life experience has taught me to live life out loud, to live life to the fullest. And I am doing all those in IMH a favor because I believe there is hope in the Lord. People can be healed by Jesus.
Having stayed in IMH for 6 months, I missed out alot in life. And I don't want my future generation to experience the same thing as me. We are not suffering for Christ, we are suffering for injustice while we are inside.
Counsel the people, show compassion, teach them, love them. Not kill them. This is Singapore. You should know better.
Additionally, we have the CHAT hub who is bringing more YOUTHS to IMH. If you would like to bring troubled youths into IMH, you better fix it.
Regards and love,
A lover of IMH.
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