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Don't you see that our uncle is the cause of everything? The Extreme way he do things? This is too much. I was only a tender age of 19. This is NOT the way you should treat a child. BY SENDING THEM into IMH. How is it? That I am better? When I am perfectly fine, happy personality became suicidal. This is Something Wrong. The way he behaves, the way he controls me, these kinds of methods he use against me. These are All wrong. It is the Love of God that leads us to repentance. Jesus loved us so much that we will change because the love changes us. Sa Pek's way is too extreme. Maybe used on drug users or murderers. But not on an innocent 19 year old who just wants to rebel. These new videos are all the times I cried. For these whole period of 24 hours. The worst part is No one can understand the abuse I went through in hospital. They just dump a patient there and leave. Sometimes I just want to shut up and just jump. Don't need to explain anything. To these ignorant fools who don't understand the trauma we've been through.

To your own sister who hasn't stood by you for so long. When someone has tried, till her breaking point. She remains calm. Knowing she has found the solution. The only solution. She does it silently. It seems the only way out. She has decided on suicide. When nobody listens. Who cares about counsellors or psychiatrists? When all I need is someone like a sister to talk to. When she knows everything. 12:49:46 PM 12:50:08 PM 12:54:09 PM 12:56:11 PM


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