It Ain't Me Kygo

Suicide.
Written on 14/9/2012 14 Sept 2012 Friday 6:15pm. Typed on 14/11/2012 14 Nov 2012 Wednesday 5:02pm

I turn to suicide because I am not able to cope with the series of interrelated, emotionally
stressful events or traumatic changes in my life.

These intense feelings of pain, deep auguish and intolerable emotions have bottled up for many years, in years of 2009, 2010, 2011 and 2012, ever since I first entered into IMH in 2009. It has slowly worn down my self-esteem, coping abilities and resilience.

I believe that there are only two options - to continue suffering or die.
I feel hopeless and helpless, and think of suicide as a solution to end my sufferings.
It can be hard for me to explore other options on my own.
Eight out of 10 people who kill themselves give warnings of their intent before carrying it out, said the Samaritans of Singapore (SOS).
Some of these warning signs includes threats of wanting to end it all.
I was in IMH. If I should tumble, if I should fall, would anyone hear me screaming behind this castle walls, these castle walls.


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